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Saturday, November 28, 2009

Oh hey there Xanga that feels like it's from 1997.

Times have been a-changing since the last update.

I'm all old now. Turned 21 last week. Six months away from graduating (ended up going for a major in English/concentration in Creative Writing/near-minor in French). STILL barely have a clue as to what I want to do with it all, but I'm alright with that.

Somewhere along the way, I became the president of my sorority and vice president of Survivor Buddies (an amazing student organization my good friend started--we hang out with chemo patients at the local treatment center weekly!). Stayed on the Dean's List every semester. Just got initiated into Omicron Delta Kappa last week. Trying to get in 150+ hours of community service each year. Taking salsa and swing dance classes (I can barely believe it). Living in a sweet apartment (my third and final year!) with some equally sweet roommates. I've been spending all this time trying to learn the nooks and cracks of this small college town...finally beginning to appreciate old Milledgeville.

Family's been doing well (except for both my parents forgot my birthday this year lol). I'm visiting home right now for Thanksgiving for the first time since Labor Day. It's nice here. My mom cooks all my meals and even stole my dirty laundry and delivered it upstairs to me, all fresh and clean and folded. She must have really missed me. I have a nephew now. He'll be two in February. He's a tiny monster and I adore him to no end. The high school kids and I rarely talk, unfortunately. There are a select few I still manage to keep in touch with, but the others and I have just naturally fallen apart. Nit and I are still tight. One of my few constants. Brandon Jay is no longer my "all-time faaavorite boy" as I deemed him in the last post, ha. It happens. R.I.P. to those five years with him. I've been on the verge of something new with someone new for awhile now. No real investments in that one though. Lots of fresh faces these past few years have been lighting up my life.

I got my first black eye playing intramural softball. I was thrilled (after the emergency room visit and all that jazz). I spent an unbelievable month studying in Greece this summer; had a cute apartment in Athens, hopped around on four different islands, had a few five-star overnights in Meteora and Olympia. Incredible. Took a side trip to Italy on my own; landed in Naples, stayed in Rome, had lunch in Milan. Madness. Caught several gorgeous meteor showers in random fields and forests of M'ville. Got to see blink-182 live again. It was sweet remembering their last show six years ago. Hit up North Carolina and Tennessee over fall break to backpack/hike a few chunks of the Appalachian Trail. Road-tripped through Asheville on the way back down. Just spent the entire break seeing new things. Collectively thrown five awesome/ridiculous theme parties with my 812 roomies. Cops were called multiple times on each occasion...that must mean success. Flew out to California with Nit for a few weeks just to play around over there. Met ANDREW MCMAHON three times annnd received a phone call from him. Life's pretty much complete, ha. Won our first soccer game in Gamma Sig history. Aww yeah. Good times.

Guess I'm just trying to live as deliberately as possible as of late. Who knows where I'm going post-graduation. I sure don't. :)


Saturday, September 09, 2006

Oh man. I just got back in the room. Life is good.

Nobody likes Xanga anymore. How sad.

So I spent all summer typing up everything I did [in detail of course, you know me] and basically wrote a novel on my boring life. I scrolled through the ten typed pages, no joke, and realized it’d be a complete waste of everybody’s time but my own. So I won’t be posting it. I highly doubt any of my old avid readers still lurk around here anyways. I’ll save that entry for myself to look back on when I’m an elderly lady named Beatrice Maude or something.

Anyways, way back in May..I graduated. It hardly meant anything to me, and that’s disappointing. The night before graduation I actually got kicked out of the house by my stepdad over disputes about college and life in general. So I spent graduation practice being really worried and I spent graduation day itself at Christy’s. After-grad party lasted on into the morning. Packed up all of my things that night, with the help of some amazing friends. Got it all done in five hours. Moved my mom’s stuff out the next night. My mom and Ricky divorced. I moved in with my dad and awesome stepmother. Things were going great until she went nuts out of the blue and they divorced. Two divorces within a week of one another. I don’t even know what happened. Moved out of there into a gross little place with my dad. Pretty gray summer. Some of the worst times I've ever had. But hey, things got better.

I had a handful of good times. I went to see Jack’s Mannequin and Cute Is What We Aim For. Andrew omggz. Most likely the closest I’ll ever get to Something Corporate. Amazing show all together despite the high count of sweaty overweight-and-underdressed folks. Marco, Rob, Will, Briana, and Philip kept me entertained with spontaneous visits. The longest laughs ever went down those nights. I went to Panama with Christy for a week. Trashy city, decent beach. I can’t complain though. We had an awesome condo and the beach is the beach. Met some crazy-attractive people who were sweet as well. Bonus points. Got a year-long tan. Got to play football out on the sandbar and almost drowned with each catch haha. Can’t beat that. I went hiking for the first time in my life. With BERNIE of all people. I know, I was afraid he’d push me off the narrow cliffs too, but he was pretty nice that day. Three hour drive up to Tennessee. Tackled Mount LeConte. Not exactly a baby trail. Four hours going up, three hours coming back down--nearly 6,600 feet up. Left with some good bonding..ness [surprisingly] and a super sore body the following morning. Hmm went to one of Christy’s pool parties. Went to Michiko’s going away pool party. Coach Kennedy was there lol..what a guy. Had dinner at a cute place called Lola Belle’s with Marco and Emily. Got my immunization shots and a sex talk from my really hot doctor wheeeee. Went out for a final going-away sushi dinner with Michiko & Co. She cried at the end of the night and it made me sad. Nit turned 18 woo. Went to Baily’s 18th birthday party. Went to Marco’s 18th birthday party. Went to Rob’s 19th birthday party. What an old man. Got to see the Taking Back Sunday/Angels And Airwaves show with Marco. The pit tickets turned out to be pretty awesome. AAA was wonderful. TBS, on the other hand, has lost their..touch. Did a lot of shopping for the dorm room with Momzilla and Christy. Had seriously one of the most amazing nights/mornings ever with Brandon Jayface right before he went up to Pennsylvania to settle down before school. We fell asleep on that infamous trampoline. The morning after totally beat that ‘most bittersweet night ever’ crap with Dan. I didn’t let myself cry like a wuss though. High five for that one. Went to see the Broadway production [my first one] called “Brooklyn” at the Fox Theater with the Griffiths and FELIX. Yaaay he came back again this year lol. Still ridiculously gorgeous. We had dinner at Enoteca Carbonari in midtown Atlanta before the show started. Diana DeGarmo [you know, that almost American Idol chick] was the lead in the play. Went to Baraonda, another Italian café, for some drinks afterwards. Vacationed at Nit’s for over two weeks. Made up for last summer that we missed with each other. We laughed at seriously the dumbest shit ever. That’s what I love about her. I never have to grow up when I’m over there. Went to a few of Philip’s snorkeling pool parties lol. Finished up “The Color Purple” for fun, read “Clay’s Quilt” for class, and read a million cheesy editions of “Chicken Soup for Teenage Soul” out of pure boredom. 7/23 happened. I didn’t get to see Marco that day because he was probably tucked inside his lonely Mickey Mouse bathroom slitting stars in his wrists and crying heart-shaped teardrops haha. That’s what 7/23 does to you. Threw together a very last minute goodbye lunch at Mike’s. Pretty appropriate. Shared some sad times at Philip’s reminiscing with everybody with the lights down low and the [depressing] music up loud lol. Will did the blink-182 dance for me one last time though, so all was well. Had a girls’ night out in downtown Athens. Dinner at Transmetropolitan, movie and a sleepover back at Bess’s. Bernie was the honorary guest that night. Dragged him along the next day to meet up with my mom so he could pick out a laptop for me. It’s pretty niiice. Had dinner at Ryan’s with Christy and Marco. Met up with everybody else at Sonic’s that night. Exchanged goodbyes with Baily and I almost cried because she had to pull out an “I love you” mid-hug. Tsk tsk. Saw everybody else one last time at our dinner in Athens. Five Star Day makes me happy. Stayed in Hot Corner for HOURS playing a ridiculous game of Scrabble. Michael won, but Marco and I like to think that our word QJY took the ultimate win. You know..the sound jellyfish make when they're being juggled. Anyways, the last few of us had some fun times loitering around until two in the mo'ning. Great way to end the summer.

So about a month ago, I moved down to GC&SU. I love it. Christy and I decorated the hell out of our room so it's super cute and cozy. Our suitemates turned out to be awesome. Mary Claire and Ashley. They’re practically the Olsen twins. The four of us pretty much immediately clicked. We have no problem sharing/cleaning the bathroom woo. Ashley goes crazy with me any hour of the night. We like to run in front of the mirror and improvise our own motivating exercise routines. Christy and Mary Claire always look at us like we're silly, but we know they secretly love it. My classes aren't too bad. All of my earliest classes don't start until 10-11am so it's great being able to sleep in. The poor roomie and suitemates are in their 8-9am classes before I'm even awake. My Mondays and Wednesdays suck for the most part just because I'm not done until 5-6ish. My Tuesdays are alright. I just have one 11am class, then a huge gap before my 6-9pm psychology class. Thursdays are fairly short. Too bad I'm failing my Bio lab already haha. Fridays are great. Biodiversity at 10..fifty minute class and I'm done for the day. Within three weeks, I've written nine papers. That part sucks. But it's all good because a majority of the people I've met so far are seriously great. Went to see Angela’s friends’ band play at the Blackbird Café tonight. They were pretty much amazing. Good mellow session. Then the parties went on for hours following the show. Met some crazy kids. Watching a game of Ultimate Frisbee played by a pack of wasted guys is pretty hilarious at four in the mo’ning. One of them seriously planted his face into the concrete chasing after the Frisbee and tumbled into a bush. It was funny in the worst way possible. He didn’t die or suffer from a concussion or anything ha..the blow/cut to this head just immediately swelled up like crazy and I’m sure he felt like shit once he sobered up. Got to love good life decisions haha.

In other news, my dad moved up to New York a few weeks ago. It was under some sudden circumstances so I didn’t even get to say bye. Makes me sad, but I know I’ll be seeing him around soon. My mom’s doing well and she’s finally cool with me being out and about in college. Doesn’t call and check up on me as often anymore woohoo. Eddie and I have actually gotten closer since I moved down here. Now that our parents have so many issues of their own, we have each other’s backs more than ever. Nit still keeps me laughing. Stayed at her place for Labor Day weekend. I love her and her dumbass dances. Brandon and I are okay for the most part. He’s my all-time faaavorite boy, but you know, we’ve got to live it up—no strings attached. Like that NSYNC song or whatever. We’ll make it one way or another. I miss his ‘true stories’ and pretty face haha.

Like I said before..life is good.


Tuesday, May 23, 2006

Took the AP Microeconomics exam a few Thursdays ago. That was a complete waste of $76.

The Friday before last Friday, I talked to Bess for about an hour about her tragic relationship with BFF Baily and she did the freaking-out-crying thing and it made me sad. So I reserved Baily for a few hours and literally brought them to my house and we attempted some small talk for a few minutes. It failed miserably so I claimed I had to pee and awkwardly left them in the room for two and a half hours. No joke. I took a nap waiting on them to fight/talk things through. At least they got into the first steps of fixing things, I guess. Bess had to leave, so Baily and I hung around a bit. We went and picked Will up and came back to my place for another pancake dinner. Dropped him off around midnight. Baily and I came back here and she decided to spend the night with me since nobody was home. We made a bad decision and chose to watch "White Noise" at like four in the morning while we were still home alone. We are pretty much the biggest wimps in the whole entire world. The movie itself was terrible, but the jumpy parts did make us scream obscenities. She accidentally kicked the crap out of me haha. Gained a lovely bruise. That's some extreme horror movie watching.

Last Saturday: Went to Gwinnett with my mom to shop for a graduation dress and shoes. Met up with Eddie and had a Mother's Day dinner at Chili's. Went back to my dad's with Ed so I could hang out with my stepmom. Too bad she didn't get home from work until midnight. I spent the night and the room I stayed in had like three computers in there and I got creeped out thinking about "White Noise" so I ended up crashing in the living room lol. Wusssss.

Last Sunday: Woke up to a delicious Mother's Day brunch cooked up by good old dad. I really miss his cooking. Ed and I gave Jing her gifts and whatnot. Hung out over there watching the Wayans Bro. with them for awhile. Came back home and had dinner with my mom. Gave her a basket of daisies we made in Floral Design ha.

Last Monday: Marco, Will, and I went to Commerce to order Mr. Lepzelter a cake from DQ. We stopped by Wal-Mart and loaded up on his favorite candies and a sack of apples and a card. We bought a ridiculous Patio Daddy-O bag to put it all in haha. We swung by Emily's dance place and picked her up then went back to the school to drop Will off. The three of us then went alllll the way back into Commerce and had some dinner at Applebee's. There's this office right by Emily's dance place owned by someone named HYMAN Brown. Obviously, I laughed for five consecutive minutes because I'm just that mature. At least it wasn't spelled with an 'e'.

Last Tuesday: Had to be at the school an hour early to deliver the yearbooks to classrooms. Ah worst cuts and bruises yet thanks to the 46lb. boxes. The staff looks all suicidal now ha. Our arms are covered with slashes. It was also 80s day for Senior Week. Oh boy, I had fun with that. Rampaged through Momzilla's closet. I wore the red YB t-shirt, ugly black leggings, a green/blue striped miniskirt, droopy gray socks, Keds with bright beads on the laces lol, a ginormous scrunchy, and ridiculous jewelry containing plastic fruits. We missed half the day just doing yearbook signing crap. After school, Marco, Emily, and I went back to Commerce to pick up that Snickers Blizzard ice cream cake. Lepz is always caught eating Snickers bars so we thought he might like it. We got back and dropped the cake off at my house then caught like the last ten minutes of the last EV meeting EVER. Kind of crazy. I've been in that club like a nerd since eighth grade. Marco and I picked up the cake then headed to Mike's Grill for the EV dinner thrown together by Mr. Lepzelter for the seniors. He reserved the back room for us and took it upon himself to pay for all of us. We surprised him with the Patio Daddy-o package and the cake. It was kind of..sad times. I'm actually going to miss old Lepz. =(

Last Wednesday: Had the last Beta Club meeting/dinner EVER. Went to Peking's in Athens again. Good stuff. The officers got ghetto certificates and some nice keychains lol. I forgot what I served as this year..Treasurer or Secretary or something ha. Christy, Chelsea, Baily, Will, Rob, Janell, and I stopped by Publix afterwards all because we were craving some chocolate. I bought a half pound bar of dark chocolate and Baily bought a half pound bar of some other kind of chocolate, and nobody would help us eat it. We ended up just talking in the parking lot for hours. Didn't get home until 11ish. It was a pretty nice night. NO DRAMA. Unbelievable.

Last Thursday: Missed school for the most rigged EV rally ever lol. It was really pointless being that we were the only school in the competition but whatever. We had the Peach State race track to ourselves. I rode with Rob in the truck for Acceleration, then we switched positions and I beat his time by .12 seconds lol. Niiice. We got back to the school and I actually sat around with Bess and Bernie in my car for two hours. It gets hard being around them when they decide to be all ridiculous and obnoxious, but they were being civil. Got to catch up on a lot with Bernie. It was a refreshing talk, I guess. We had to split and head home and get the nasty outside-all-day feeling out. I totally got a farmer's tan. Disappointing lol. I've gone this far into spring without one. Anyways, we all were back at the school for Honors Night. I have to say it..the last one EVER. Sitting on stage for three long hours isn't exactly what I call fun, but that night was a little different than others. I found out about a few scholarships I applied for. I ended up getting one of the JC Community Outreach Scholarships for $1,000. I guess those bladder-wrenching interviews were worth it lol. Then Will and I actually received the Wesley William Roberts Scholarship for $1,500 each. That basically blew my mind. Really wasn't expecting either of them. The night got kind of rough when Bess went up there to receive her like billionth scholarship but this time it was for Cystic Fibrosis and the lady made a speech about how her family lost their daughter to CF at the age of 20 and mannn..Baily and I just busted out crying and I know all of the guys got teary-eyed. Baily got off the stage but I just sat up there between Christy and Janell. Right after that, I had to go back up there for my Beta Club stole and I was still crying. I finally straightened up at the end of the ceremony when we went up there for the Top 10% plaques and Honor Grad. cords. What a night. Baily, Bess, and I sat out in the lobby of the auditorium for awhile and Baily started crying which made me start crying which made Bess start crying haha. It was kind of weird because we usually don't..break down like that but with everything that's been going on, we kind of forgot how important we are to each other and how much shorter some lives will be compared to others. Gah way too depressing to think about. At least I know Bess is trying hard as hell to live her life normally and to its full extent. =) Baily, Bess, Bernie, Will, and I hung out in the parking lot for forever afterwards. We went and sat out on the curb at the entrance of the lot that we drive through every freaking morning and realized we're most likely never going to see this place again after this week. The guys left, so Baily, Bess, and I sat in my car for awhile longer and talked a little, laughed a little, cried a little..all that good stuff. We ended the night when Fuel's "Shimmer" came on 99x. Great timing.

Last Friday: Had some plans with Philip and the gang. I was supposed to meet everybody up at the school at 6:30, so I got home around 5:30 and told myself I'd get ready around 6. I completely knocked out on my bed. Next thing I know, I wake up to find Marco and Will standing outside of my bedroom door and it was like 7:15 haha. I love being irresponsible, except for not really. I felt kind of awful, because by the time I brushed my teeth and threw some jeans on, I found those two plus Philip, Emily, Kay, and Carl hanging out in my front yard waiting lol. I rode with Marco, Emily, and Kay to Athens in search of this rollerskating place. We got lost and only turned around about nineteen times lol. Philip did a great job keeping up. We finally found the place..kind of in the ghetto. Then the admission fee was all screwed up because of this special skate-from-7-to-7 thing they had going on but we were not about to skate until 7 in the morning haha or pay the price for that. So we actually ended up trying out this new place to eat. It was like some Korean/Japanese grill called Choo Choo's. Some pretty good times were had there. I seriously haven't laughed that hard in forever. I shared a tiny booth with Philip and Will and Philip was by the wall, threatening to fart haha. Heaven forbid. Will and I would have been launched from our seats. We made some vomit soup from my leftover bowl. Got to hit Philip up for the disgusting pictures. We headed back to the school and threw a frisbee around. Philip left around eleven, and the rest of us dodged the cameras and found our way into the stadium. We weren't risky enough to jump any gates, so we just took the long way around. We creeped ourselves out and jumped at every tiny sound on the way there. We climbed the slippery steps all the way to the top and shouted at the top of our lungs. It felt pretty good.

Saturday: I did lots of mundane housework and ran some errands. Folded towels, washed dishes, took the trash out, blah. Went to Food Lion to pick up a birthday card and a gluestick ha. Stopped by McDonald's to visit Christy. Christy came over after she got off work and we just chilled. I worked on the holy DVD for awhile afterwards.

Sunday: Met up with Elisha and Elizabeth and carpooled to Boswell's house for a bonfire/last bonding Yearbook Staff thing. Her house is so gorgeous. They've got the posh two staircase/nobody-lives-here look going on. Her husband grilled up our dinner and the seniors were in her bedroom struggling to screw together this scrapbook. Didn't think it was that complicated. We overpacked the book, but after like seven attempts we finally got it and our food was deliciously cold. Tyler's mom made us her signature cookie cake. I'm going to miss those. Boswell got us a cake with our group picture printed on there. We were stuffed. We got awards for whatever we did best in that class then the seniors presented our scrapbook to her and she went through each page and cried. Made some kids get teary-eyed lol. We wrapped all of that up and went out into the backyard and played this game called Bachi Ball or something. It's like croquet, except not really. I'm pretty sure it was made for old people. There was also the treehouse and the ginormous trampoline and the four-wheeler. We got attacked by some water guns and silly string. It was some simple, fun times over there. We headed home around nine and Elizabeth and Elisha started getting teary-eyed on the ride back because they think I'm going to be shipped off to some village and will never contact them again or something. Silly kids. They're probably going to make me cry when I see them graduation night, that is if I'm not already crying my eyes out.

I'm exempt from all of my finals so today was my very last day of high school. EVER. It was ridiculously boring, and I didn't get sad until I saw Tall Paul in the hallway at the end of the day and realized it's cool kids like him that I'll probably never see again. It was also a bummer saying bye to little Carl since he won't be at graduation. Ah underclassmen buddies. So that's it. Graduation practice is on Thursday, the ceremony itself is Friday night. Then I really won't ever see that gray place again.

Yes, ADAM. I've heard about the zebra. From twenty-nine kids, actually. Next person who asks me whether IT's striped or not will get punched in the ear. Pretty neat offer. =)

 

All that shimmers in this world is sure to fade away again.